不说一声你突然下线
拨电话给你也不接
以为我做错了什么你生气了
躺在床上开始休息
你后来的回复却让我吃惊
怎么会这样？发生了什么事
我心里这么想
心跳很快，因为我很害怕
知道你又难过了
很想在这一刻给你拥抱
每当知道你和家人发生争执我也很难受
我不想后来的见面，会看到你身上的伤
与你通电话，我感觉到你的隐藏
你的声音拆穿了一切，我知道你在哭泣
我该怎么办？
听着你说你只能在一旁看着她
虽然你说你就这样镇定，没有掉眼泪
但这样更难受，因为你的心其实很痛
所以不要再对不起你自己了
珍惜她，关心她
有时她累了， 多体谅她
这样，她就很满足了
我说，要带你走
你累积的眼泪，我觉得你累了
让我很想保护你
离开这里
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
if you don't care
I just want someone to care about me
if you are not,please don't pretend like you are
it will be fake.I don't need the FAKE
don't pity me.I know i am okay
even though I can't stand it
but you're not anyone for me
if you don't care
please leave...
if you are not,please don't pretend like you are
it will be fake.I don't need the FAKE
don't pity me.I know i am okay
even though I can't stand it
but you're not anyone for me
if you don't care
please leave...
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
bye
the moment you tell me you like someone else
i feel like BYE will be the only word between me and you
i feel like BYE will be the only word between me and you
I wish
i am a girl who you wont describe as girlish..
understood?When I look in the mirror,I want to cut myself.
Cause i am ugly yikss!
pimples on my face,curly hair that i hate,my spectacle,untidy teeth and so on.
i want to be beautiful.yea i will try from now..
be a girl! ^^
and so,i will start prepare for the examination on march
wish to see the changes,my last year was totally Suck!i don't want to say HI to it again
focus on study.try to stay away from BROKEN ENGLISH,and my weak chinese that never get A before.OMG-my friends shout.but i am still no confidence on chinese.It is hard
L-O-V-E ...a part of my life,seriously needed.I feel sick on it.
hope this is Okay too.Wont effect my academic.I want to be happy!!everyone wish too!
I want smile
I want laugh
^^
understood?When I look in the mirror,I want to cut myself.
Cause i am ugly yikss!
pimples on my face,curly hair that i hate,my spectacle,untidy teeth and so on.
i want to be beautiful.yea i will try from now..
be a girl! ^^
and so,i will start prepare for the examination on march
wish to see the changes,my last year was totally Suck!i don't want to say HI to it again
focus on study.try to stay away from BROKEN ENGLISH,and my weak chinese that never get A before.OMG-my friends shout.but i am still no confidence on chinese.It is hard
L-O-V-E ...a part of my life,seriously needed.I feel sick on it.
hope this is Okay too.Wont effect my academic.I want to be happy!!everyone wish too!
I want smile
I want laugh
^^
Monday, January 18, 2010
这个时候，谁明白？？
吵闹的我消失了？
是！消失了！
因为我在接受这些日子
它们的改变。我不再埋怨
是很残忍，但我选择安静
安静地在观察，周围人的改变
他们的改变，我都知道
以后将会发生什么事，我却不知道
有些事情将会发生，我也阻止不到
因为世界上，不是只有我一个
我做什么都可能是错
我很害怕，做决定
能不能什么都不做？
可以吗？
我好害怕说错了什么，被责怪
我好害怕做错了什么，被讨厌
我在改变，又怎样？
或许人家注重的，不是你努力在改变
而是，改变后，你还是做错了
开始累了
没有温暖的角落
让我休息
。。。谁爱我？
是！消失了！
因为我在接受这些日子
它们的改变。我不再埋怨
是很残忍，但我选择安静
安静地在观察，周围人的改变
他们的改变，我都知道
以后将会发生什么事，我却不知道
有些事情将会发生，我也阻止不到
因为世界上，不是只有我一个
我做什么都可能是错
我很害怕，做决定
能不能什么都不做？
可以吗？
我好害怕说错了什么，被责怪
我好害怕做错了什么，被讨厌
我在改变，又怎样？
或许人家注重的，不是你努力在改变
而是，改变后，你还是做错了
开始累了
没有温暖的角落
让我休息
。。。谁爱我？
Saturday, January 16, 2010
not well
Get ready on my desk.but i couldn't type any words
look at what she said,repeated~~
i always say something to show up my mood.
that's why she get hurt.i didn't try to understand her well
she felt stress of anythings.and i made a mistake
i made her felt badly.i should just fuck off.
then she'd be better now.
aizkk..just throw me to forgotten ruin!i'm just bullshit.
my heart is pain too =(
everything is repeated ....always...
Friday, January 15, 2010
The Moral =.='''
We learn moral.atleast 2 period a week.
students can get higher marks normally.cause it's easy.
teachers teach us to helping each other,be responsible person and so on.
our moral will only shown in exam paper ==''with get high marks
this is the mistake!
everyone know Moral,but they don't action it!
it's useless we learn this at school,do we have moral?just giving correct answer in Moral examination mean we had it?
i admit i get angry at my moral teacher.and now my homework is fuck-up because i'm just busy copy nilai definisi that teacher asked to do and ignore others!!1 nilai,30times.care for this ??!learning moral with this way is useless.just hafal hafal~~for what?!dumbass!we should take action to proof we've got moral.i'm sorry if this seem rude!And..this is not content about "the best way to learn moral"!=.='''
students can get higher marks normally.cause it's easy.
teachers teach us to helping each other,be responsible person and so on.
our moral will only shown in exam paper ==''with get high marks
this is the mistake!
everyone know Moral,but they don't action it!
it's useless we learn this at school,do we have moral?just giving correct answer in Moral examination mean we had it?
i admit i get angry at my moral teacher.and now my homework is fuck-up because i'm just busy copy nilai definisi that teacher asked to do and ignore others!!1 nilai,30times.care for this ??!learning moral with this way is useless.just hafal hafal~~for what?!dumbass!we should take action to proof we've got moral.i'm sorry if this seem rude!And..this is not content about "the best way to learn moral"!=.='''
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
时间不够
一天24小时
过得真快
没有做好今天
就要迎接明天
唉~休息的时间也只有5个小时左右
每天带着4~5本课本
不幸的话上巴士还要站（但我就是常常不幸的）
以前呢，就会希望这段往学校而去的路程长远一点
现在当然是希望快点到学校，就不需要在巴士里飘来飘去
我的班在学校里最高的一楼
又上又下
有时连厕所都懒惰去了
但可能对其它学校而言
不算什么
今年呢，想偷懒都不能了T.T
上课的第一天
就要开始追了
谁来救救我？
过得真快
没有做好今天
就要迎接明天
唉~休息的时间也只有5个小时左右
每天带着4~5本课本
不幸的话上巴士还要站（但我就是常常不幸的）
以前呢，就会希望这段往学校而去的路程长远一点
现在当然是希望快点到学校，就不需要在巴士里飘来飘去
我的班在学校里最高的一楼
又上又下
有时连厕所都懒惰去了
但可能对其它学校而言
不算什么
今年呢，想偷懒都不能了T.T
上课的第一天
就要开始追了
谁来救救我？
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